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no more stories... will only be pictures... enjoy...

enjoying...

seems like i can't really keep up with my blog since i have been commuting from home and up to the capital which takes about 2 hours ride in the morning and another 2 hours ride back home... i have to wake up at about 0430 hours and starts to drive at 0530 hours and arrive at the capital at about 0645 hours, as usual, go have breakfast then to office...

i didnt really take my lunch coz i replace my lunch with sleeping... only on friday i can pay back my sleeping hours, but then ofcoz, mom would go mumbling complaining me waking up late...

so today i went and watched my office mates netball tournament.. yup, going up to the capital again... but as for today, it way worth it.. my office mate for the 1st time won the netball tournament and i enjoyed spending my time with my boss's brother..

well he like to bully girls but then thats how he is.. sweet and nice.. and today, he's been nice.. he actually asked me to accompany him to buy his smoke coz he wasn't familiar with the capital area..

time goes by and we had lunch, chit chat and fags, laughs, talking about movie and whatnot was a moment to remember... well i can just say that now i enjoy having him as a company... =)

Wonderful March...

so far March has given me a good time... works great, friends great... but there is one special moment that i wont forget, chatting with him...

i was just browsing my facebook and looking for some more friends to add... then suddenly to type his name and guess what, he do have a facebook account, so i added him and he accept... i was happy...

i inbox him at his FB and he replied and it goes on... he even ask me to add him at my yahoo messenger... and so i did... yay...

we began to chat and jokes... i like it, better yet i love it... he keep on asking to join him for his diving trip at tioman and perhentian... how i wish i could join and just be at his side and smile at him all the time... hehehehehe (mimpi jer lah) but maybe when the time comes, the dream smile will be real... i like him... he is nice, charming and daring. owh and he can cook... =)

~end~

Bad February 2010...

hmmm how should i start this??

1st: this is about a girl whom only identified as SH. she emailed me details or rather updates about my other friend eddy, informing me about his stuff and out past and that she as a friend wants to nudge us back together... who does she think she is??? for all i know, she was the one who wanted eddy for herself.. i just dont understand why she did all those things... i got sick and tired of all her email that i gave her a warning and she took it rather well...

that one part of the story...

2nd: there is this guy whom i know from tagged and we have met for the 1st time last year and to me he is just a friend but he actually had this feelings for me back then, i mean how was i suppose to know if he didnt tell... so in this month (feb) we started to chat again , go out and whatnot. i mean i like going out with him, he is kinda and sweet. owh and he has a gf already. dont get me wrong here, we go out just as friends nothing more but suddenly when i got back home from outing with him, he texted me saying that his gf got jealous.

i hate this kind of stuff... so i rather take a step back, i cut ties with him. im tired of being stuck in the middle of their relationship... i know my action is cruel, but its for the best...

3rd: i no longer staying up in the capital due to something had happened and it affected me and my other brother, and so i have to commute everyday... its bloody tiring but that is all what i can do for now.

4th: last week, i received a call from my ex supervisor of comsoft, with his weak cracking voice informing me that one of the comsoft staff and a dear friend to me had passed away, due to his appendix burst... i was in total shock, Stanley has passes away... up until now i cant believe it... such a wonderful person, who smile always, love to joke around, our problem solver and tissue provider had passed away... its seems like yesterday i joke with him... i miss him dearly.. his funeral will be this thursday and memorial service on the 5th or march... rest in peace my friend, we love you and you will always be remembered....

5th: on monday the 22nd feb, my dear friend's father had passed away, due to cancer... she always talked to me about her matter and i can only share with her my opinion..

aye, tomorrow will be another working day for me... though i complained about commuting up and down, well hey, i love the long journey morning drive...

right now i realize that i'm missing several people... Stanley is the most...

Yay... im officially 30...

hey guys... on the 1st feb of 2010, i am officially 30... hahaha, i keep telling to myself that age is just a number..

did i celebrate it?? no, not this year, it is because my birthday falls on a monday so no mood to celebrate but i am going to Miri with my buddies this saturday, can say that its a belated celebration of my birthday.. hehehe..

i got tons of birthday greetings at facebook and i really really appreciated... and not just me, there are other who celebrate their birthday the same as mine... we are lucky aquarian.. =)

alright, today the 4th of feb.. i msg 'M' that i wanted to meet him for coffee.. he says after 10 pm.. the time now on my laptop is 2229 hours... tick tock tick tock waiting for his msg... hmmm.. jadi or not, i dont mind..

will update about it the next time.... good night everyone...

(friday 5th feb; 1019 hrs) i didnt meet him... =)

Happy New Year 2010 and coming 30

hi hi hi, sorry for the delay... its already 30th jan 2010 and its the new year (tho almost 1 month has pass..)

ok.. on the 31st December 2009, i celebrated my new year at Miri together with my best best buddies... it was nice. i stayed at Eastwood Valley and i have to say the place is wonderful. away from town and its quiet with all green view...

alright, last year, i finally met this guy whom i call daddy, coz he is a single father.. he is nice and all. the 1st time i wanted to meet him, i chicken out. why??? well i have got all of this mixed feelings and sunken stomach. my sister was laughing hard.. so i texted him and told him that i dont dare to meet him that 1st time.. he did say "are you afriad??" hahaha... stupid me...

and got this one time where i was only doing my routine of just asking him to join me for sushi, and what do you know, he agreed... i was surprise when he said, i'll text you, i thought he was joking and came one night where he text me, so sushi??

wow.... i was like ok, this time, for sure i will face him.. and i did.. he brought along his best buddy 'M'...

hmmmm 'M'... my 1st impression of 'M' was hazel eyes... he likes to talk in which i like, but i couldn't stop staring at his pure hazel eyes...

daddy in the other hand, keeps on visiting the toilet... we did make a joke out of it...

so i told the guys that im about to have my new year at Miri, in which 'M' wanted to join, i said y not, come and join me... story cut short, he couldn't join me...

right as new year came, on the 1st of jan, i got an invitation to a bday bash, unfortunately i was so tired after from miri and came to the bday bash... i texted 'M' that night and i wanted to meet him.. so we met.. he was nice, he talked about him in which i didnt ask.. so with the topic that he brought up, we had a good conversation... and thereafter i started to develop feelings for him...

long story short, we meet, we chat and we had coffee.. but i realised that he is still someone's hubby... i have to limit myself seeing him, tho i really want to see him..

on the 10 of Jan 2010, came Adry Arsha to the world, my best friend a.k.a sister gave birth to a charming baby boy... my god son.. very very cute... love him so much... i'm gonna wait for him to grow a bit bigger and from there im gonna spoil him... (no offense sis... heheheh)

owh guess what, my bday is coming this monday... darn, i'll be 30 this year... hehehehe

till then.... =)

I'M BACK... =)

hi hi everyone, im back again.. no i didnt went missing, just that i got caught up with work and vacation...

vacation?? yes i did have my vacation in the end month of october up to the middle month of november... alot has happened these past few months...

all i can remember from my last entry was the festive of Eid Mubarak and where i broke up with my ex bf.. that was in september

october - i was very busy with my work at this month... and was counting for my leave and vacation that i have been waiting for.. in the middle of that, i was realy excited to meet my cousin in singapore that liked me.. keep on looking at the dates, crossing each numbers of the month..
as the end of october arrived, 31st october 2009, i flew to KL..

november - as soon as arriving in KL, it was 2200++ and we didnt want to go to the hotel as our next flight to Padang Indonesia was the next morning.. our cousins from KL tagged along and i didnt have sleep for about 24 hours.. man i was really tired..

had alot of coffee, got no public bathroom.. i didnt change my clothe, i stink and i need rest badly.. no just me but everyone who was in that trip need their rest badly..

flight to Padang was at 0745 hours and it take 1 hour and 10 minutes from KL to Padang, i dozed off for a bit and awaken by the sound of the trolley that the stewardess pushes from one end to another..

as we landed at the Padang international airport (not really), our cousin was outside waiting and the workers at the airport collected our bags and put it in the trolley cart (oh btw my mom had mark our bags and thats why its easy for the airport workers to know all of out bags, way to go mom) and help us pushing it outside and in the end they asked for tips... note to ppl, dont let the workers help you..

the journey to my cousin's place way for about 2 hours and everyone had dozed off sleeping inside the car..

(to be continue.... im sleepy =) )