Festive Season is here again....

hi everyone... its been long since i last did my blog...

well this gonna be short.. since my brake off with my ex, i still in contact with him, well what can i say, 3 yrs with him and we have history, its not that easy to forget him...

well my day and night has been really good... going out with my best friend ell and my workmates... bought some stuff for my self and preparing for this festive season...

its just 3 more days to go for Aid Mubarak...

well thats is all i can do today, im kinda sleepy and i have to go to a function later...

till next time..

No longer with my other half

on the 22nd of august 2009

time 1612 hours

my other half send me a msg where that msg marks that day of im not longer with my other half

reason: he is not ready for commitment

he suggested: for us to go our own path in life

what he want: is for me to be happy with a person who is far more better than him

how i feel??

i can't force him, i miss him

what did i say?

are you sure of this? are you sure of letting me go??

no replied

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Fasting Month + Problem = ALONE

good morning all, the time now is 0545, im actually still up and about after 'sahur'. so im gona doze off later after having a quick check on my fb and what not.

this is the 1st day of fasting month, where i will be alone without my other half.

"where is he?" you might wonder, owh no, he's not going anywhere, its just that, i might not gonna be with him anymore, due to some problem that i had arises to him.

somehow i just wondered, where do i stand in this relationship of ours? this 28 of August will be our 3rd year together, but somehow he just took it lightly, he piss me off, from that point, i started to ask him this and that, well i do have my rights too.

i sms him several times yesterday and untill now, no reply.. i have this feelings that i might be alone without my other half for this festive season.. honestly, this past years with him was fading. fading in the sense of loving him, giving attention to him, why you might ask, well i got less from him too, i tried my best to have this relationship work, but im tired of working alone.

i have heard alot comments from my friends and family that to leave him and find someone new, but no, i dont listen to them because i love him dearly and i actually stand up for him. hah, wasted effort.

i told him that i dont want to waste all the years that we had and plus judging from his age, he should be having his own family now, settle down happily. i did ask him several time, when are you planning to actually settle down, and the same answer over and over again, im not ready yet. ok but untill when, untill you are 50? and how long do i have to wait??

i just cnt take it anymore. i know im about to have a hard time without him, but i just couldnt take it anymore...

enough is enough..

Taking A Break...

hey hey peps.. hmmm when was my last blog post?? hehehe

yes yes, i know, i hvnt do much of updating in my blog.. lazy?? not really tho, but my time has been taken alot with events that had hppn last week and this coming week...

so yeah... but hey, yesterday i went to have thai massage, but its no good at all, im still half sore..

well ok i'll update when i have the time and thank you so much dropping by my blog...

=)

Taking A Break...

Hi again ppl, it looks like Wonder Woman have to take her break in saving the world.. hahaha seems like Wonder Woman caught the H1N1 but not positive, saving ppl with flu and all just infected her a bit... heheheh..

went to the clinic and the doctor gave Wonder Woman 2 days MC.. huhu, hope the Justice League wont be mad about this... well there is still the Man on Steel on the Job... sorry Superman...

right now Wonder Woman in recovering.. so back to work like usual...

mwahhhhhhzzzzzzzz

Photogenic Contest at the Mall

Hi ppl, im back again, and now im revealing myself to the blog world... well for the sake of my friend...

this here, i followed a photogenic contest that was held at The Mall in gadong... and today is the last.. alot of lovely contestant in which i know i cnt beat them... they are using voting system... so who voted the most is the person who will become the face of Laneige..

LG Arena + Sony Alpha...

hi all, pejam celik, pejam celik dah kita sampai bulan june.. time does fly fast huh..

korang apa khabar?? ada sehat??

me?? im ok, just ok.. well to conclude alot has happen but i just keep it short..

for the past 2 weeks, i had my badminton tournament, in which it was an inter JPM tournament.. it was fun.. but unfortunately, we lost... but hey, i got the chance to extend more friends..

hmmm what else than that?? hmmm i not quite sure coz i have forgotten some of it..

owh yeah, i was driving my car with its road tax and insurance expires on march in which i overlooked that matter.. gila gila.. syok sendiri aku drive keta aku tu, kalo tak my sis kata dia nak pi labuan kira nak ajak, aku pi tengok lah road tax aku tu, punya lah aku tekejut beruk... hehehehe... so la nie, everything is ok.. time tu, paksa lah kita limit my travelling.. tapi yang aneh nya, takde plak road block... syukur alhamdullillah... kalo tak.. nahas aku dek boss aku.. keh keh keh

smlm, kita gi jln jln ngan kawan aku sorang tu, bz nak cari rumah, sal dia dah dpt keje tetap ngan gamen.. heheheh faham faham lah ye.. so dia pi ajak kita dok tinggal dgn dia.. aku kata ok, so aku pun dok bz lah pi cari rumah yang berpatutan ngan budget kita orang..

so time jln jln tu, naik letih so we end up visit last place fot that night, kita pi soon lee kat lambak.. hehehe apa lah shopping ler.. end up aku beli baju adidas.. awal tu ada lah aku nampak baju polo merah ngan lambang liverpool kat baju tu, mahal jugak but aku tak kira time tu aku nak jugak beli, last last nya, takde lak size aku.. so maleh den nak beli.. den beli baju lain jer..

hehehe bulan november dah nak dekat nie.. aku tak sabaq nak gi key ell jumpa relative aku tu.. hehehe rindu nya...

owh yeah.. lately, aku kemarok sgt nak beli LG ARENA and Sony Alpha.. biasa lah tu, pakai loan... keh keh keh...

ok lah nie jer yang aku dpt ingat.. lain kali update lagi yer.. tunggu ler dlm sebulan lagi yek..

chow..