I'M BACK... =)

hi hi everyone, im back again.. no i didnt went missing, just that i got caught up with work and vacation...

vacation?? yes i did have my vacation in the end month of october up to the middle month of november... alot has happened these past few months...

all i can remember from my last entry was the festive of Eid Mubarak and where i broke up with my ex bf.. that was in september

october - i was very busy with my work at this month... and was counting for my leave and vacation that i have been waiting for.. in the middle of that, i was realy excited to meet my cousin in singapore that liked me.. keep on looking at the dates, crossing each numbers of the month..
as the end of october arrived, 31st october 2009, i flew to KL..

november - as soon as arriving in KL, it was 2200++ and we didnt want to go to the hotel as our next flight to Padang Indonesia was the next morning.. our cousins from KL tagged along and i didnt have sleep for about 24 hours.. man i was really tired..

had alot of coffee, got no public bathroom.. i didnt change my clothe, i stink and i need rest badly.. no just me but everyone who was in that trip need their rest badly..

flight to Padang was at 0745 hours and it take 1 hour and 10 minutes from KL to Padang, i dozed off for a bit and awaken by the sound of the trolley that the stewardess pushes from one end to another..

as we landed at the Padang international airport (not really), our cousin was outside waiting and the workers at the airport collected our bags and put it in the trolley cart (oh btw my mom had mark our bags and thats why its easy for the airport workers to know all of out bags, way to go mom) and help us pushing it outside and in the end they asked for tips... note to ppl, dont let the workers help you..

the journey to my cousin's place way for about 2 hours and everyone had dozed off sleeping inside the car..

(to be continue.... im sleepy =) )

Festive Season is here again....

hi everyone... its been long since i last did my blog...

well this gonna be short.. since my brake off with my ex, i still in contact with him, well what can i say, 3 yrs with him and we have history, its not that easy to forget him...

well my day and night has been really good... going out with my best friend ell and my workmates... bought some stuff for my self and preparing for this festive season...

its just 3 more days to go for Aid Mubarak...

well thats is all i can do today, im kinda sleepy and i have to go to a function later...

till next time..

No longer with my other half

on the 22nd of august 2009

time 1612 hours

my other half send me a msg where that msg marks that day of im not longer with my other half

reason: he is not ready for commitment

he suggested: for us to go our own path in life

what he want: is for me to be happy with a person who is far more better than him

how i feel??

i can't force him, i miss him

what did i say?

are you sure of this? are you sure of letting me go??

no replied

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Fasting Month + Problem = ALONE

good morning all, the time now is 0545, im actually still up and about after 'sahur'. so im gona doze off later after having a quick check on my fb and what not.

this is the 1st day of fasting month, where i will be alone without my other half.

"where is he?" you might wonder, owh no, he's not going anywhere, its just that, i might not gonna be with him anymore, due to some problem that i had arises to him.

somehow i just wondered, where do i stand in this relationship of ours? this 28 of August will be our 3rd year together, but somehow he just took it lightly, he piss me off, from that point, i started to ask him this and that, well i do have my rights too.

i sms him several times yesterday and untill now, no reply.. i have this feelings that i might be alone without my other half for this festive season.. honestly, this past years with him was fading. fading in the sense of loving him, giving attention to him, why you might ask, well i got less from him too, i tried my best to have this relationship work, but im tired of working alone.

i have heard alot comments from my friends and family that to leave him and find someone new, but no, i dont listen to them because i love him dearly and i actually stand up for him. hah, wasted effort.

i told him that i dont want to waste all the years that we had and plus judging from his age, he should be having his own family now, settle down happily. i did ask him several time, when are you planning to actually settle down, and the same answer over and over again, im not ready yet. ok but untill when, untill you are 50? and how long do i have to wait??

i just cnt take it anymore. i know im about to have a hard time without him, but i just couldnt take it anymore...

enough is enough..

Taking A Break...

hey hey peps.. hmmm when was my last blog post?? hehehe

yes yes, i know, i hvnt do much of updating in my blog.. lazy?? not really tho, but my time has been taken alot with events that had hppn last week and this coming week...

so yeah... but hey, yesterday i went to have thai massage, but its no good at all, im still half sore..

well ok i'll update when i have the time and thank you so much dropping by my blog...

=)

Taking A Break...

Hi again ppl, it looks like Wonder Woman have to take her break in saving the world.. hahaha seems like Wonder Woman caught the H1N1 but not positive, saving ppl with flu and all just infected her a bit... heheheh..

went to the clinic and the doctor gave Wonder Woman 2 days MC.. huhu, hope the Justice League wont be mad about this... well there is still the Man on Steel on the Job... sorry Superman...

right now Wonder Woman in recovering.. so back to work like usual...

mwahhhhhhzzzzzzzz

Photogenic Contest at the Mall

Hi ppl, im back again, and now im revealing myself to the blog world... well for the sake of my friend...

this here, i followed a photogenic contest that was held at The Mall in gadong... and today is the last.. alot of lovely contestant in which i know i cnt beat them... they are using voting system... so who voted the most is the person who will become the face of Laneige..

LG Arena + Sony Alpha...

hi all, pejam celik, pejam celik dah kita sampai bulan june.. time does fly fast huh..

korang apa khabar?? ada sehat??

me?? im ok, just ok.. well to conclude alot has happen but i just keep it short..

for the past 2 weeks, i had my badminton tournament, in which it was an inter JPM tournament.. it was fun.. but unfortunately, we lost... but hey, i got the chance to extend more friends..

hmmm what else than that?? hmmm i not quite sure coz i have forgotten some of it..

owh yeah, i was driving my car with its road tax and insurance expires on march in which i overlooked that matter.. gila gila.. syok sendiri aku drive keta aku tu, kalo tak my sis kata dia nak pi labuan kira nak ajak, aku pi tengok lah road tax aku tu, punya lah aku tekejut beruk... hehehehe... so la nie, everything is ok.. time tu, paksa lah kita limit my travelling.. tapi yang aneh nya, takde plak road block... syukur alhamdullillah... kalo tak.. nahas aku dek boss aku.. keh keh keh

smlm, kita gi jln jln ngan kawan aku sorang tu, bz nak cari rumah, sal dia dah dpt keje tetap ngan gamen.. heheheh faham faham lah ye.. so dia pi ajak kita dok tinggal dgn dia.. aku kata ok, so aku pun dok bz lah pi cari rumah yang berpatutan ngan budget kita orang..

so time jln jln tu, naik letih so we end up visit last place fot that night, kita pi soon lee kat lambak.. hehehe apa lah shopping ler.. end up aku beli baju adidas.. awal tu ada lah aku nampak baju polo merah ngan lambang liverpool kat baju tu, mahal jugak but aku tak kira time tu aku nak jugak beli, last last nya, takde lak size aku.. so maleh den nak beli.. den beli baju lain jer..

hehehe bulan november dah nak dekat nie.. aku tak sabaq nak gi key ell jumpa relative aku tu.. hehehe rindu nya...

owh yeah.. lately, aku kemarok sgt nak beli LG ARENA and Sony Alpha.. biasa lah tu, pakai loan... keh keh keh...

ok lah nie jer yang aku dpt ingat.. lain kali update lagi yer.. tunggu ler dlm sebulan lagi yek..

chow..

morther's day, b'day and tourney... my day??

hey... long time no see, hehehe.... my last blog was on the 29 april... (lama ker tu???)

anyhow... a lot had happened.. in which i can't really remember. but i do remember that i hang out with the siblings and alai on her b'day..

work?? hmmm i have got a new task in which im not really specialize in it.. but since its part of my work, i have to give it a try... so far, so good..

my love life.. hmmm so far its ok but then i did brought up the matter again about marriage... same reply like what have i wrote in my previous blog..

my trip... well i thought because of this new task of mine that i have to cancell my long awaited trip in november, but then i have to thank my boss who stood up for me.. so yeah, my trip in november is on baby.... hahahaha

today... my plan was to go out to gadong to find gifts for my nephews and nieces b'day this sunday, along with mother's day.. haha i did find some but i still dont know what to find for my kids (nephews and nieces) but i have a great gift for my mom...
i just had my badminton practice at PGGMB building at kiyanggeh.. man that place is hot... there will be a tournament this coming 16 may... so far i know lah...

well thats it for now... boring kan... like rp would say kannnnnnnnnnnnn....

Retro Night When I Saw Him Standing There

yes, i did when to the retro night function at polo club last saturday, it was a last minute decision where i was given a free ticket that late afternoon.

so i have planned to take a quick bath and dress and went straight to my hair dresser to fixed my hair and make up. i know i don't have a suitable dress for that function, but hey, with the hair do and make up, it enough to make me look good.

so, i arrived at the club by 1930 hrs, went in and was looking for the table that has been assigned to. when i went in, i didn't even notice him seating at his table.. i start to notice when i was wondering about to ask for the table.. and i was can i say happy to see him there.. hahaha, YES, i was happy..

and yes that night was my 1st day of period, in which i have to frequently go to the ladies room in which it passes him table too.. *wink*wink*

and so.. the night goes by and many pictures was taken by my friend Eally.. one of my friend did took picture with him in which her intention was to grab me and take picture with him, in which it didn't happen coz, he was already going back to his table..

but somehow, i did take picture with him, in a group, standing beside him in which he did offer.. *ohhh my god*.. i was screaming in my heart *yes, im standing next to him in picture*

there was this time when i took picture with ms foo, and he and another person was standing nor far from us, while taking picture, i did saw him in a glance was looking at us.. and when i notice that, he looked away.. (bukan lah aku nie nak perasan sgt, but then kira rasa hati kan..)

so just now, i had a talk with my girlfriends about this matter, in which an info was given that he is not married yet.. its like a ting ting ting... there you go, you have a chance to approch him and make friends.. hmmm i would love too, but then im a bit shy lah....

hehehehehehe... so yeah... what can i do here???

~~ and i say hey Whats Going On ~~

ohayo mina san? o genki desuka??

hai, hai.. i just got back home yesterday, (no no, i havent been out of the country yet). its was a long week of working days. i do feel that the time has gone slow for this week.. but im glad to be home and yet my routine for friday is to wake up late and yet, i woke up at 8 am.. it could be my body alarm.. oiii....

yeah, oh i just bought a new dvd last nite with my friend Sam, it call Zettai Kareshi, the complete perfect robot boyfriend ressurect special.. it the continuation of the serries Zettai Kareshi.. wahhh how i love mokomichi hayami.. i told this to my Lil Mui Mui... she freaked out.. she warn me not to lend it anyone before her...

yes, alot of thing had hppn.. my girlfriend has problem on her own in which for the time being i am unable to help her out.. my workmate come to me for her problem and i manage to give her advice about her boyfriend, and my other workmate also come to me about her problem.. by listening to their problems, i can imagine how they encountered by daily love life.. and i pictured mine.. somehow, i can picture their love lifes is much more better than mine..

am i comparing you say? most propably..

about that guy?? well he really loves his gf and im happy for him, we only chat online.. he told me about his problem with gf, i told him about mine.. we give each other ideas... it great to have an exchange of mind and idea and its healthy.. we just remain friends..

well today, my sister insisted me to go with her to Bandar to look for a laptop below 1k.. well here we go hunting...

haiiii mina san... ja ne...

Im Home...

it was a long drive home, but its worth it... drive and sing along in the car... i love it...

as i reached home, a big smile carved on my mom's face, a nice warm smile i longing to see... i missed that smile.. my sis, i long to chat with her and hear her voice..

ahhhh all of this, im having it now... this moment do have its limit, in which i have to go back on saturday morning for work and have to wait for thursday again...

:(

Me and My Heart...

how can i say this..

recently, i chatted with him again and i kinda develop this feelings for him and i have got this feeling that he want me too, but then both of us have our someone to love, him with his 4 yrs relationship gf and mine with a 2 yrs and 8 months relationship bf. he wanted to settle down with his gf, in which i supported him in that, tho i know im gonna be a bit hurt. i confessed to him that i like him and he asked me, why i didnt let him know about it, i told him that i was afraid of rejection, so for the best that i didnt let him know about it and the result is bad. thats why, if you like someone, let them know, who knows the result might be good, but then if it turns out not the way you wanted, well just move on.

i told him that his gf is so lucky to have him, coz to me he is charming and wonderful type of person. and he told me that my bf is lucky to have me coz im understanding and what not.. sometimes he made me blushed, tho during chatting... hahaha...

like i said, he wanted to settle down with his gf, i told him to do it soon, somehow, he kept on saying he "hoped". i told him not to "hoped" but to make it hppn.

we chat about the past.. in which it was a lovely memory. he had asked me, what hppn to us? why did we lost contact? i said i dont know, he assume that i left him, well its actually, he left me. i didnt want to put this blame on him coz it was a long time ago.

what is going to hppn in our future?? a big question and yet no answer to it.. GOD help me.. i love my sayang very much, but yet, i want him too, to be in my life.. how is this going to be??

Undress Me

When I can't see right in your eyes
When I'm surrounded in the craziness of time
When you're understanding, is trying hard to stand still
When I wear layers of my pride, you should

Undress me, undress me
Unlock this chain and set me free
Remind me to be myself
Undress me, undress me
Unleash my heart and make me see
When I become someone else

Whenever I'm trapped in this tide
When I forgotten that there is you and I
When your persuasion is fighting in a blindfold
when I wear my bad moods to my mouth, you should

Like a rose without its thorn
Like a bird without a song
Like the fire without the flame
If there's a painless love, we wouldn't be the same

Want You To Want Me Selamanya

I'm here give me a glance, been following you like a shadow
This is how I spent my time dreaming about our days tomorrow
Another day has gone bye another moon another sun
I can wait for you my love
Don't want to do any harm just find a gate to your attention

Sometimes I walk away 'cause I know that we can't ever be together
Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer
Somehow I have to find the right time to say that I Want you to want me,
Even in my dreams

I hope yo know who I am through all the letters I have sent you
I know I'm not the only one wanting and dreaming about you
Two different world between us, you're on the spotlights far from my touch
I can't wait here forever
For a sign from your eyes the magic I wish I could have

Should've walked away 'cause I knew that we can't ever be together
Should've closed my mind
should've known that this love can't go any further
Should've stopped myself from this dream 'cause life will never
Want you to want me
even in my dreams
In my dreams

Kuharap mentari pagi, tak menyambut ku,
Kuharap sinar rembulan, tutup mataku...
Selamanya
Sejak kau pergi, tinggalkan bumi,
tinggalku di sini
Turunkan matahari / Usir bintang-bintang
Putarkan utara ke selatan
untuk apa lagi, semuanya
Ambillah jiwa retak ini, ku tak ingin lagi
Putuskan ari-ari bumi, aku ingin pergi
menuju abadi...
Selamanya

Body System Up and Down...

hey readers and friends..

the truth is, i haven't been well since last Saturday. Well it actually happened last Friday where i had badminton practice with my workmate and my boyfie.. i was excited to go for the practice, so, i did my badminton practice without warming up, HAHAHA, and guess what, i got bad back ache.

i was in the middle of a game when i got that back ache, and i asked someone to replace me.. i can't even bend down to take the shuttle and i have to kneel down to pick it up... hahahaha guess what my friend says: "alamak sopan nya ambik shuttle badminton". everyone laughed..

so due to that back ache, i couldn't play on that day, i only have my practice lesson with my boyfie.. he showed my how to give the service the tricky way and where the shuttle should land.. it was interesting...

then i force my self to have one game, mixed double with my boyfie, i defend the front line and he defend the back line... hahaha sounds like we are going for a battle... well since i have a pro on my side, for sure we won the game..

so, practice ends and me and the gurls (eally, rozie and mel), went to have our dinner at Soto Rimba at Jln 3. like usual, had a nice dinner along with satay as side orders..

so Saturday came, my back was still aching, i remembered that rozie had told me about one of our workmate go for a massage, and i asked her where and she gave me the phone number to that shop, and i called, made an appoinment by 8pm.

when i arrived at that shop exactly at 8pm, the old indon lady came and ask me "kamu yang buat booking mau urut??" and i replied: "iya saya". so she asked me to sit and wait. she came with a pail of hot water to soak my feet, it was hot, and she says it good...

after soaking, i went inside the room where she had asked me to take off my clothes and lay down on the bed face down.. alright alright lets skiped that part.

long story short, her massage was goooooooodddddddd.... but then the times up and i reached home, i feel hungry.. so i called up my boyfie to have late dinner.. but somehow, i was in pain, stomach pain, feels like gastric pain. i thought i was hungry, so we had dinner. but somehow, thats not it.. then i confirm it is gastric..

i have sleepless night because of it..

yesterday, there was no electricity in some part of the town and it had affected my work place.. i did left a nick in my FB saying, im working in the dark.. so, by 10 am i went out for tea with my workmate. lucky there was a apek shop selling med (thats what my friend call it). so i bought Alucid for my gastric..

my eating now is not right, i can hardly finish my food and i feel like vomiting all the time. NO NO, im not pregnant, im just having my gastric and I AM NOT MARRIED YET OK... hehehehe..

and right now, im addicted to Restaurant City in FB. a game by playfish..

enjoy..

My Blog

hey hey friends and readers... i have to apologize that i haven't been up dating my blog, well nothing much happened, only that i have been busy with my badminton practice and tournament last sunday where we won 3rd place...

so now, i dont have much to say.. i'll be back once i get on track...

gomendasai mina san...

Encountered Events…

For this past few days was a bit slow for me, didn’t have much work to do at the office and had badminton practice at night.. this time I didn’t get my body sore..

I went down to KB last Thursday because mommy wanted me to buy her anchovies for condiment in her nasi lemak, since in KB the price per kilo was $12.. yes, that mommy, if can she want it to be the cheapest, lucky I found one stall was selling at a reasonable price, got my boyfie to help me out with the bargaining…

Right, I reached KB by 1900 hrs and I decided to have my dinner at WyWy in Kg Pandan, for about 15 minute of sitting waiting for my meal, the environment was easy and clam, then come a group of girls from the other side of the table and they moved to my area of sitting, only one table away, they were noisy, laughing out like bunch of hyenas. God, so irritating, I took out my head set and plug it in my ears and laptop. While browsing my FB, i text Lil Mui Mui from FB chat application, i told her that im avoiding natural disaster distroying the envirenment, she ask what kind, i replied, noise that came from a group of girls that was sitting one table away from me.. nuisance... Lil Mui Mui was laughing hard...

So, on Friday, nothing much going on, was just inside my bro’s room watching “Oh! My Girl” a Japanese series that I have bought months ago.. while doing so, I was also online and like always, FB is the 1st page that I open, and guess what, the same old thing, someone was trying to “FLIRT” with my friend in my FB network.. hmmm I can say that she is slowly rowing her boat to get near to my friend.. HAHA… she is using her word power to get his attention… hehe, and the words that she used is so complex.. yes yes she wants to show to the world how good her vocabulary is… so I say to myself, where is the simplicity? Even I don’t understand her words, I have to read it over and over again…

That’s her story part, remember in my 1st post about a guy that I delete from FB?? Yeah, he is in my MSN contact, this past few days also, he started to chat with me, he said that I look a bit thin, he ask if the picture was recent, I said yes, the picture was taken on my birthday on the 1st feb, hmmm

So, we chatted and he keep on asking if im free or not, I replied; no, I have got badminton practice at scout building due to I have got tournament coming this 29 march. Well he sounded a bit disappointed, then, he started talk about his relationship with his GF, that his GF didn’t understand him and his hobby of golf, work and his time with her, she always thought that he is seeing other girls behind her back and what not…

So, I told him to confront to her about his feelings and time, he tried but she still wont understand, well ofcoz , us ladies need to be pampered and stuff, but sometimes, without understanding some relationship might end just like that.. Sometimes, I feel that same way too, but that is what you called love life of ups and downs… so bare with it…

Yes, so now, all I can think of having lunch at yappy or just stay back, and after work, I wanna go back home KB. I have to attend my school mate wedding on Sunday and jog in the afternoon at Lagoon in front of my house…

Ja mata ashita mina san.. domo arigato…

Cleaning + Dust = Asthma

hmmmm i guess this is what i get from not covering my nose while doing cleaning yesterday morning...

yeap asthma attack, lucky im at home in KB and most of my medical records is at Suri Seri Begawan Hospital, my sister drove me to the hospital and they give my nebulizer and then the doctor prescribe me with puffer blue and dark brown and 1 day MC coz he want to review me later this morning, but still i have to go up Bandar to my work place coz i need to hand over my MC to my supervisor and drive back home...

and i cant sleep....

Sore

hey hey there.. im back.. (hmmm where have i gone to??)

hehehehe.....

well just to let you guys out there know that i will be having a short brake from my bloggy and my FB.. Im having muscle pain right now and i walk like a robot... so till i recover im having my short brake...

taking care all you sweety out there

Life

Everyone have their own life in front of them, where they have made plans of what they gonna do. Some want to stay single till they have achieve their target, some want to get married a.s.a.p, some just don't know what to do with their life once they have fallen, some are afraid of commitments and some are just carefree..

Now, i just don't know where i belong too, maybe i'm a carefree person, or maybe i want to step ahead in relationship or maybe i want to achieve my goals, but sometimes what we planned doesn't always go as what we have predicted..

In my 29 years of living and working, i do want to go to the next level of the relationship, marriage. I have been in relationship for almost 3 years now, and everyone surrounding me keep on saying "kawin tah", well, its easy for them to say, but the one who has to go through all those shits is me.. Is all in the matter of money and arrangements.. Hmm almost to 3 years of relationship?? How long do i have to wait?? Now that question always pop out in me head.. I did give out my courage to ask him, but then the same answer i always get, "im not ready"

Hmm, funny, my brother is eagerly want to settle down.. i DO want to settle down.. i dont want to give anymore burdern to my 2nd brother and his wife.. It doesn't feels right..

Should I find someone new and start all over again?? Should i ask my mother to arrange my marriage?? Should i just wait for him till he is ready?? Should i force him to settle down??


Owh God!!!

Zettai Kareshi (Absolute Boyfriend)

Zettai Kareshi or in english Absolute Boyfriend.. Hehehe talking about having a perfect boyfriend... Well, i 1st started to watch the human series of the Zettai Kareshi.. Knight kun.. handsome, kind, buff looking body, good lover, loyal and what ever character that every women wants in a man is all in him... every women would love to have such guys with all that characteristics.. but unfortunately, Knight kun is a robot, YES, a robot to build for loving their partner whom bought him.. with only by kissing him, he belongs to RIKO forever.. but at 1st, Riko was reluctant about having relationship with him because he is a robot.. but as days gone by, she slowly develop feelings for him..

Riko.. a lonley working lady who always got rejected by guys had bought him out of the blue.. in which cost her 100 mil yen.. hmmm, so she has to go for all the trouble just to pay him.. with Knight kun by her side, it was abit troublesome.. Knight kun has to recharge when ever he feels tired...

Well if you want to know more of it.. find Absilute Boyfriend.. (ada tu jual kat Chong Hock)

The line of the story is the same but abit difrrent from the manga version.. In manga version of Zettai Kareshi, Riko is a sixteen yrs old student who is also got rejected by alot of guys.. living in an appartment next to her childhood friend Soushi whom had loved her ever since then. same thing goes, she bought Knight kun and live with him.. hehehe I got really hung up to manga version of Zettai Kareshi.. its more in depth..

how i wish that kinda of person really exist, but being too perfect does creat a problem too.. no arguement, no fights.. that does not spice up anyones life.. we do need our ups and down..

:)

Full + Sleepy + Tired = ZZZzzzZZzzZzZzZ

Last Sunday, i went down to Miri.. its was nice and a bit dusty because of the land slide that happened a few weeks ago.. many new roads and flyovers.. i got confuse by it.. well actually my sister was driving and i enjoyed the view..

On Friday, me and my work mates went to TemBird.. it was me, Hardy, Hjh Ryna and Miza.. after so long not going to Temburong.. the place has develop.. its really nice.. but was really hot..

so i went up to work last Monday from KB, my sister joined the ride coz she has got marching parade practice at the stadium.. and then when back home KB again due to my work mates ordered some food from KB..

back to Miri story.. Remember Parkson?? Remember how it looks like?? if you guys had recently went down to Miri, then you'll know that Parkson is enlarging their building.. they making it into a mega mall, but still under construction.. but the only thing i don't like is that, we have to park our car in the basement in which not really recommendable.. its a bit smelly from all those cement, sand and what not...

then after from Parkson, send mom to the Miri airport and went straight to Secret Recipe.. Whats there?? Cheese Cakes.. like heaven.. so so yummy.. should try if you guys going down to Miri..

Today, the day has really drained my energy.. i didn't went out for lunch, instead i took my nap during the lunch time.. i was really having headache..

:)

HoMe

Since the 1st feb till now, i haven't go back home to KB... I miss my mom, lucky she was up in Bandar yesterday... hehehehe siap lanja makan lagi tu... anak dia bedal dia boleh.... sorry mom... the one that i miss the most is my Cleo (cat)... i miss her, the last time i was at home, mom told me that she is pregnant... wow baby cats is coming into this world... i love it...

so mom had told me that she is going back to KL to bring back nenek to Brunei... biasa lah kan, nenek mana tak rindu kat cucu kesayangan dia nie... (kainah no offence ahhh) so i decided to send mom off to miri air port this coming sunday along with my sister who is going to accompany me along the journey to miri... i think, about 1 year plus now that i have not been down to miri... i wonder how miri looks like now... the last thing i remember, my brother told me that, when they were there, they seen a real live land slide... wow... kena jugak lah rumah - rumah yang dekat dengan lering bukit tu... sama time tu jugak my sis pun ada turun miri... so dia pi ambik lah hp dia siap rakam land slide and what ever that is going on time tu...

sorry for the mixed up words... for right now, my brain isnt working well due to tiredness from work... all i can think of right now is sleep, but then in excited for this coming friday... me, hardi and eally, we plan to go to Temburong for picture taking... this gonna be fun... (ada yang nak ikut kitaorang ke???) :)

Uverworld

is a JPOP group that i started to know their song from a anime called "Blood +" then i heard them again in Bleach..

I browse for their clips at youtube and they are great.. i love their songs and how they perform it..

If you guys want to know what type of song or genre are they playing, please proceed to the very bottom of this page and click the clips... enjoy.. :)

Friday, 6th February 2009

I woke up late, well since its Friday, so i decided to wake up late.. the weather was just nice.. no rain but cloudy... well maybe because i slept early last night then woke up just by midnight and slept again by 2am... HAHA..

Since my day started that late.. i decided to go to Yappy for brunch + diner, i chatted with my best friend Hawa and since she was bored out of her mind, i offered her to go to Yappy with me and she agreed...

Its was nice to hang out with Hawa again... we talked about whats going on with our lives and just sits there with our lappy on and "cuci mata". It was nice and quiet when all of the sudden, came this 4 chinese lady sat next to out table and OH MY GOD... they were really really noisy.. do they have to be that noisy...??? that just perfect to ruin my mood but i ignored it by watching the anime that i have downloaded. Hmmm, watching that anime make me wanted to know more about the Japanese Chess called Shougi... It's really interesting...

The chess that we know is that we have to protect the Queen, but then in Shougi, we have to protect the King.. They have all this moves to begin with.. it is really really interesting... i looked up for it in wikipedia and there is also shougi online... if you guys want to know about it can go to realitylapse.com and find under S for Shion No Oh... im watching it now till episode 12 (if its not because of this espeed is really slow, i could have finish watching the whole episodes... :s)

Hmmm time to get some shut eye... nite nite readers... (Saturday 7.2.09 01:21 hrs)

Busy + Surprise

Busy and Surprises, that's what i had today... From the very morning, still feeling sleepy, my work has engaged me to run here and there in the office, looking for files and make sure i got the dates right and enough copy of the form...

People come and goes and an explanation has to be axplain for those who did not understand whats going on.. It was wrong to use my heels for work today.. my feet is sore and i can still feel the pain that i had when i fell down last two days.. It was packed.. I had my work going on till lunch time, lucky it was Thursday where the office always have 'Tahlil", when i got the work done till lunch time and there is still food left, went into the pantry to get some and "SURPRISE........... Happy Belated Birthday to you..." HAHA.. when i say: Whose birthday is it?? Mine was last sunday... hehehehe..." Everyone greets me happy belated birthday... and i got a gift from the office... it was wonderful..

I didn't went out lunch coz i have something going on by 1330 hrs, so i stayed back in the office and went online for a few minute and take a quick nap.. Luckily, my friend took over my work, so i was free for the rest afternoon, but then still i have to prepare for Saturday's work.. heheh early preparation..

Another msg from the Natural Disaster Management Centre saying that slightly heavy rain in the morning and raining here and there in the afternoon... well right now (2026hrs) is not raining.. and yet i have to cancelled my movie of watching Pinkpanter 2.. i guess i'll be sleeping early again tonight...

Bored...

There's nothing much going on today, its just normal..

Its my baby sitting night tonight, taking care of my two nieces for the rest of the night while their parents is out for BP (Business Preview Amway).

Got back home by 17oo hrs and go online.. like always, opening the sites that i always visit.. FB, RA, Hotmail and Realitylapse.. Bleach 205 was out and i download it along with Shion no oh (did i mention that i am a anime fan??)

When in the middle of watching Bleach, was chatting with one of my friend who is in cardiff, just catching the old times...

When reading RA on whats happening around Brunei, by the end of today's news, there was this clips that he downloaded from youtube, its was a korean guy who sang "touch my body" and OMG.. his pronunciation was crap.. have a look at youtube...

Owh before i forgot... Tanjobi Omedeto Oneesama, Redy kun, Vernon kun, T10 chan, eddy kun

Yappy...

I had a slow start today.. eyes was that sleepy and today is usually a busy day for me... came early prepare stuff and ready to be in action... but then my brain was not ready to be in action... had no breakfast for the morning and growing weaker till lunch time.. along the period of time working, all i can think of was going to Yappy for lunch... hmmmm...

I went out for lunch with my mates a bit early just to get seats at Yappy... Well, luck was with us, we got a good view sitting and i ordered kuey tiaw goreng with beef and french toast... huh im that hungry... owh and ice milo... yum yum...

afternoon work is about to start... im all charged and ready for whatever events coming... (i hope) :)

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Back to the office feeling so full and sleepy... i think most of the people who just had a filling lunch would go sleepy... went back to the office early, was thinking to take a quick nap.. but according to the scientific, its not good to sleep after eating..

Today, we were given a msg via phone from the weather forecast saying that from 4 to 7 feb it will be raining and that high tide will be from 2.1 to 2.4m.. so a caution advice to prepare for what worst will come... it was already raining when i left the office.. here comes the funny part, seeing that its raining, i decided to take off my shoe and walk bare foot, i went down using the pathway for wheelchair, i fell down in style.. hehehehe.. there was only a few people waiting outside the building, i do hope they didn't notice it... (if they do, i'll just say i fell down with style)

With the rain pouring heavily, i have to cancelled my plans for tonight of watching movie with my "Sayang". guess that i be sleeping early...

A Day After My Birthday

I had just recently make this blog of mine... so i'm still new at this. I just came back from sending my friend's car insurance and we hang out for a bit, just to kill the time before i go back home. It was nice, just go for window shopping and had a coffee frappe (taste so good).

Funny you know, yesterday i had a blast when i celebrated my 29th birthday will my family and best friends.. i surrounded by the people i love, whom care for me and there for me.. its lasted for about 3 hours (1 pm to 3 pm), then they left me to be with my self again, but with all the presents that i get, i love every each one of them.. specially the Mario Bros action figure. It was the gift from my boyfie.. still in the box tho, i don't want it to be covered by dust..

And now, today, back to the normal days, my usual days... where i go to work in the morning, lunch either with my work mates or my "Sayang" or with my best friend Ell, go back home after work or sometimes have early diner at my favourite restaurant, just sit there and go online... Lame huh!! heheheh :)

Just now, i remember that i had posted a comment this afternoon on one of the FB users that WAS in my FB network, when i looked back to his page, guess what, he deleted it, how cruel can he be??? I know him back in the year 2005 or 2006 (i think), back then, i was still naive, i kinda rushed into relationship but then i think he got FREAK OUT... so he left me just like that.. HAHA.. and last year, he WAS in my FB network as i mention before, we did meet up again and its just that... i did chat with him at FB, but then i got the hint that he was just like before.. whats with him anyway?? my only intention was to be frineds again.. but i think he got it wrong.. so i say to myself, WHO CARES!!! HAHA, why i cap the word WAS?? simple, i deleted him from my FB...

Ahhhhh.... till then...